I feel like I’m losing my mind. I used to be so sharp and quick witted, now I slog through life like I’m trying to run in water. I can’t move the way I used to, and I want to gain back what I had. This foul brain of mine has slowed and rotted, each word taking so much longer to filter through. Pain constantly attacks all sides of my head, like each section is taking its turn to die.
It’s probably nothing and I’m just crazy, but I don’t want to be stupid. The one thing I’ve been is smart. I don’t want to be nothing after this ordeal.