my first relationship started when i was 13. Since then i have had many relationships and i have never been alone for a single day in my life. Now i am so scared to be alone, i don’t know whether i have the capability to even be alone anymore.
I am now in a serious relation from the past 5 years. but we cannot marry. We love each other a lot but we have no future. I think about breaking it up but I don’t know whether i can be alone anymore. I persuade my own self for some time more. But for how much more can i continue like this.