I keep on telling myself that its not your fault why it happened to me, why I came to this kind of situation, Why I can’t concentrate with my studies, why I can’t do my other responsibility, why I can’t go home whenever I want to, Why I can’t have a rest day, but it always occurs to me that because of your promises I did it, you told me that you would help me, support me and I don’t have to worry because she can handle it but when things goes wrong where are you? you abandon me, when I’m having a difficult times I can’t even find you, you never help me, and I’m alone on this. I won’t forget what you did, thanks to you my college life is a hell.