Posted by Draco on 2014/07/27 under Uncategorized In life, I’m always alone and have no one to talk to or express my feelings to. My parents are busy with work and don’t understand my problems. Whenever I confide in them, they’ll always give excuses or tell me to solve them on my own even when I’m stuck like this 1 time where I’ve got parent-teacher meeting in school and i went alone. They didn’t even seem to care about my grades. Friendship wise is also something that makes me alone. Until my current age of 18, I’ve never had even 1 single friend and feel easily jealous whenever i see people with their cliques in school or outside. You will always find me alone in the library or class during breaks or lunch period. I’m not even close to my cousins so there is no way I’m gonna confide in them. During family meetings, I’m even alone. I try to talk or blend in but I don’t feel belong with them. I’m just sad that I’ve no 1 close in my life whom I can share my laughter and tears with. I even took an online quiz on depression test and the results say I’m facing severe depression which I’ve already guessed. I’ve also never received gifts on my birthdays be it friends or family. I have even started cutting myself and not tell anyone not that anyone else care anyways. I’m now relieved that I have finally written it all out. Am i destined to be forever alone? Hope you guys can comment and help. Tq.
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Yo, sometimes all we need is an ear that will listen to our f***ed up life. For like a year and a half my best friends whom i confided in ostracized me. I literally had no one to talk to. I was going insane. But on the outside, everything was normal. Eventually i got the guts to just open up to one of my old best friends. She completely understood my feelings and i felt so relieved to share my problems with someone. I realize that not all of us are blessed with someone to listen, and ive appreciated those people in my life more. I know how hard it is to find someone and the issue may not be finding THE one, but maybe just a homie or friend. Now, if you want drop me an email if you ever want to talk to me about anything. Just dont hurt yourself. I totally understand if you dont want to email me cuz the internet is no safe place, but this is the best I can really offer you. Look, I dont know who you are, but seeing such a familiar situation brings me to tears because I know what you mean. <a href="mailto:[email protected]" >[email protected]