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Posted by on 2013/02/16 under Uncategorized

I know I don’t need to apologize all the time, I know I don’t need to post a hundred I’m sorry’s in a message to a friend when I’m upset. But I do it anyway and I don’t know why. I hate dumping my feelings on people, I hate dumping my hurt on people, I hate asking people for hugs. I hate it because I have enough problems that I hate it when people dump their problems on me, and I don’t want to do that to other people. But at the same time I know how much incessent apologizing bothers me and I know it bothers other people. But I can’t help it. I’m broken. I recognize that I have the mentality of an abuse victim without having suffered any abuse in my life. I’m sorry, I don’t know why you’re reading this. I wouldn’t…no, that’s a lie, I would, but only because I like helping people. I’m Dean Winchester without the sleeping around.

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