YOu know i really don’t know what i want, nor what emotions are running through me sometimes i feel like i have no emotions and my mind is just a blank, i can’t tell if am simple minded or think deep into things, i don’t think i have my own opinion since i just agree with what my friends say. I am not even the funny one in my group and even seem far away from my long time friends, i need to do something with my life before i get suicidal or something cuz life is just a blank
I’m not sure how old your are or how much experience you’ve had so I’m just going to take a guess from what you’ve said that you haven’t had much experience (sorry if I’m wrong). I think that you need to go out there and find yourself. Don’t agree with others just because they’re your friends, I’m sure you have your own opinions and emotions otherwise you wouldn’t have written your comment. If you don’t feel as if you belong with your ‘friends’ or they aren’t really friends with you, find people that understand you and you enjoy spending time with. And please whatever happens DO NOT turn to suicide. In my opinion it can never be justified. You have all your life to change things and gain experiences so don’t end it due to what will eventually be a small moment . There’s going to be ups and downs but overall they aren’t a bad thing, they are what make you who you are. So go find yourself and enjoy the rest of your life 🙂