Posted by Anonymous on 2018/12/10 under Kids God, I am such an embarassed person. I don't know why. Ever sincce that moment that dad accused me of showing off during catch, I've been embarassed. Ever since I poked M.'s vagina while she was drunkly passed out and buck naked, I've been embarassed. Ever since first grade when I delivered a christmas card to ashley cooper and had my anonnymity stolen from me, I've been embarassed. Ever since Bethany accused me of tickling my penis against the stuffed animals, I've been embarassed. Ever since Penny caught me toughing (touching) her in the middle of the night, I've been embarassed. Ever since Codie and Alexa caught me, I've been embarassed. Ever since I was born, I've been embarassed. Everything has always appeared so fragile and bewildering to me, except for the mystique of the quiet. I am learning how to form a world there. I don't know how long it'll take, but I am unwilling to give it up. I am the gratitude created at the beginning with God. I am everything that she is not. I am willing to forfeit and surrender my soul to Christ, Jesus. I am willing to forget that I am powerless and that God is my savior. I am willing to let go and let God. I am willing to get out of a way of God. I am not here, but Christ is here, with me. Silently Anonymous, -The Archer