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Posted by on 2018/12/09 under Kids

God,

I am experiencing some anxiety about all of the packages that Beth has been ordering. Who is paying for all of these angel cards?

She says I am but she means the state of california.

The state of california is paying for my sisters dildo.

I hope that I can get some clarity about my next indicated step.

M. and Sister Jeff just talked in the kitchen and M. said Sister Jeff hates her?

I didn't hear anything. She called her the harassing spirit.

I don't know what the hell is going on but I am just sitting here and letting it happen without getting emotionally intoxicated or acting out. Please be the witness of God, God.

I am so powerless here it is almost baffling beyound belief.

I don't know what these two human beings want from me. Or if I am even a part of this situation? Should I just dummy up and play audience member?

Acknowledge the melancholy spectacle?

I am going to just exist with the breath and the groundlessness of the being of unknowing.

I didn't cause ANY OF THIS, I CAN'T CONTROL ANY OF THIS, AND I CANNOT CURE ANY OF THIS.

I accept that. And I am going to be as patience as the cloud of unknowing is on a rainy day.

None of this is alone, and none of this is to blame.

I have to just wait for godot. There is nothing else to be done!

God please be with me.

I am getting out of Gods way, so forth.

Silently Anonymous,

-The Archer

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