Posted by Anonymous on 2018/12/09 under Kids God, I am experiencing some anxiety about all of the packages that Beth has been ordering. Who is paying for all of these angel cards? She says I am but she means the state of california. The state of california is paying for my sisters dildo. I hope that I can get some clarity about my next indicated step. M. and Sister Jeff just talked in the kitchen and M. said Sister Jeff hates her? I didn't hear anything. She called her the harassing spirit. I don't know what the hell is going on but I am just sitting here and letting it happen without getting emotionally intoxicated or acting out. Please be the witness of God, God. I am so powerless here it is almost baffling beyound belief. I don't know what these two human beings want from me. Or if I am even a part of this situation? Should I just dummy up and play audience member? Acknowledge the melancholy spectacle? I am going to just exist with the breath and the groundlessness of the being of unknowing. I didn't cause ANY OF THIS, I CAN'T CONTROL ANY OF THIS, AND I CANNOT CURE ANY OF THIS. I accept that. And I am going to be as patience as the cloud of unknowing is on a rainy day. None of this is alone, and none of this is to blame. I have to just wait for godot. There is nothing else to be done! God please be with me. I am getting out of Gods way, so forth. Silently Anonymous, -The Archer