God+,
His purchases were just made.
We ordered two cocaine anonymous service shirts in green (medium)
two guiaullme en egypte tees
SScholems, Gershon Major Trends In Jewish Mysticism
Finally)))) Soverignties In Question
Workaholics Book of Discovery
and another Thomas Pynchon teeshirt (to make two)
Also finally also the Sloterdijk book I've been trying to get for a while.
God+,
I fee l like M. wants me to ask about the Christmess List and she doesn’t want me to ask about the christmess list. So I won’t but I will talk to God about it.
I am just thinking about how I want to collect movie posters. For instance, HAPPY END, CHRISTINE, THE MIRROR so forth.
But I am nervous to ask her because there are times she asks about me making one (when the good witch is around (we’ll just ccall them this, it’s just a metaphor I don’t really think she’s a wizard of oz(gur?) witch. But the wicked witch is around wayyyyyy more. Especially these days.
So it tricks me into thinking that the good witch is here andd then the wicked one pops out and shames me for asking when the good witch told me to talk to her about it. It is so confusing!!! I don’t think she even knows she’s doing it so it’s not her fault but it is a bit excruciating and exasperating for me (cathy used the word exasperating). Shes pointing for some reason. I think she’s trying to say we’re in her brain and her finger is the paralyzed morse code that she is trying to interact with.
It seems pointless to me but it is probably really important to her. Forgive the annoyance. It looks like a little penis popping up and down.
I hope that God hears the chiristmass list so that she can understand.
(Like an idiot she said. I can’t tell if its directed at me. It seems like she’s talking to me because the TV can’t hear her?) is she on some invisible phone that I can’t see?)
Anyways, I can’t help thinking about these TV posters for some reason. Jusst to have something to remind me of death and impermanance and how much death isn’t going to happen but is always already taken place.
This isn’t what she seems to understand amidst the redundancy of her repetitions.
So I promise God that I won’t ask the wicked one about the list because we don’t want to get hurt. It doesn’t feel good getting hurt and so we are going to stick to the plan.
Help God Help God.
Silently Anonymous,
-The Archer