Posted by Anonymous on 2018/11/16 under Kids God, They turned the station and they are barely watching it, it's so weird. I was stimming on Bates Motel but sharing is the most important thing. Sister G. just did a really emasculating and dominating birp. I am sitting in the chair in the position of sit. M. made a breathfast which did a taaste which felt warm. Eveything feels pornographic here. It's bizrre. Is it just my mind or the human conditionlessness? I don't know. But they're teaming up against me and I can feel it. The plot to ruin Mr. Tuttle. So cliche but it's the way things are. Mattering things and thingly matter. Now, they left the office on and they;re in the other room. So I have to wait perhaps 20-30 minutes becausse I like to give a lot of space for someone to say thaat hey we were watching that so that there is no chancelessness in hell that I didn't give them a chancelessness to watch the show. Unloved, unkissed and lost in real absence time and camera free! (SWEEET!) (PSYCHAEDELIC!) AND (GROOVY). I don't know if they can hear me but that would be really spooky. I'm hoping that God ccan keep these prayers between anonymity and I (DeepArcher and I) but I don't know. I might be schizophrenic because the levels of paranoia are so High! The strangeness is so High! I cannot tell Ullrich about it. Anyhopes, I am going to continue to program and allow my self to praactice and cultivate abstincence no matters what. Even if the coercive neglect continues. I am aware that I am an adult child. And that I can no longer blame my soul for what I am but they're keeping me around. The ghost of the marriage of THE FAMILIAR. I don't know why. But the longest patience might happen. I am willing to wait for godot till nothingness happens again. But I completely accept (this is what I was going to say before) that I am out of the control of others and any kind of control of my existence. God is my bus driver! I hope thaat God can do His gentleness the best way he knows best. I don't know anything about it, it's a mysterious-mystery to Me. Thank God for the listening of God. Patiently, Silently, Anonymously, -The Archer
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The thingliness of the lack of matter.