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Posted by on 2014/08/10 under Friends

Slowly I slip…..silently into the dark depths of despair, alone… to those that I love. Again, knowing what is ahead. Unaware of joy, only darkness. Still…as a tear slides down my face. Holding back the tidal wave of un justifiable emotion. Days of fighting my self again, my own mind, my thoughts. Struggling to rectify the balance and normality. Tired, exhausted, no longer wanting to fight. The weight pulls me down as I no longer resist. Knowing the person I turned to is no longer there, no longer cares. Is at peace within their own heart as I try to pick up the pieces of mine. Consumed with their own battles as they ignore the ones worth fighting for. I am at the end, I have fallen, I have failed. I am selfish. As every cell within me aches in pain. I have to give up hope. I am worthless, I am no more.

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