I love him. I really do. He knows I used to hurt myself but he still tells me he wants to die. Him and I are like twins, but I’m a white girl and he’s a black guy. He was born the day before me. We have both been hurt by my best friend and [..more..]
I hope you know I miss you. Still. It annoys me greatly that you spent so little time in my life, and treated me with, sometimes, high levels of disreguard. But I miss you still.A new ones come along, He’s lovely, but here I am thinking about you, comparing him to you. And it’s unfair, [..more..]
Sometimes life can seem so meaningless, nothing seems to help, one’s faith is tested constantly. Hope is the key
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I’m trying so hard. I know it would be better for me to let go, to just let the hurt go, but I can’t. You slept with her. Your best friend’s girlfriend. I know we worked through it and our marriage is in a good place right now, but damn it’s so hard. You made [..more..]
My Dearest Carly…
My Dearest Carly, It’s amazing how we’ve only been apart a few hours and already if feels like days. I guess with life being so busy we don’t often get the chance to really think about what we have. It’s ironic that what made me start thinking about this is the movie Shrek3. Perhaps there’s [..more..]