i just read our old e-mails from when it happened, and i can’t believe what i said, i let you walk all over me, I WAS THE ONE APOLOGISING becuase i thought i was over reacting. but i wasnt. you thought you could do whatever the hell you wanted becuase you were the only one [..more..]
It seems the world is a variable. How do I figure? It varies! Changes! In , at the very least, two ways. The world goes through phyiscal changes independantly, and through the enduring of mankind. It also goes through a more metaphorical change. When people say the world has changed they usually mean the people [..more..]
have been trying to tell people that I need help. I am trying not to become susisidal again. I am depressed and just want one person to reach out and realize I am YELLING for help. I have even come straight out and said” I am depressed and need to talk to a dr about [..more..]
There’s so much to say. And I can’t say it, because of this maddening paralysis. I feel like I can’t withstand these pressures, and it’s very important that I do. I feel that it is essential in fact, the only thing I am to do in this time and space, to contribute something. And right [..more..]
To Thought #00000190, I used to feel exactly the same as you! What I did was exercise every morning… even if it doesn’t make you model-thin and fix your skin (actually it helped my skin, lol) it will make you FEEL good and that’s the most important thing. You stop caring about what other people [..more..]
I just want to get out of here! I don’t hate my life, I have an amzing mother, a wonderful brother, a hilarious boyfriend, the best friends a girl could ask for, I live a comfortable life etc. etc… but I just want to get out of here!!! I’ve been stuck here for so long [..more..]
Since when do you care less..you used to actually be in love with me. Or so you’d say that. You’ve made me begin to doubt all we used to have and besides all that you’re being so insensitive around me sometimes when you talk about how you’ve moved on with her. Ya it’s grand for [..more..]