I don’t want to break up… why can’t you just stay with me when I leave… a part of me wants to just end it now so it doesn’t hurt so bad when I do leave…

Oh my sweet gorgeous boy, I can not go a day without thinking about you… wishing and hoping that we could be together.. Its the same old wish all the time but one I never tire of…. Why is that because I so desperately want to be with you.. I dont know if you and [..more..]

death is so scary. i always think im dying. im only 20 i should not have so many little medical problems. i shouldnt feel this way. i should feel strong. are these symtums of something major ive been missing i dont know. i think im dying slowly but im to afraid to tell anyone they [..more..]

you kill my baby you and your friends why did you let him play with a gun a gun!!!!!!!!!! and people want to know why i kill you people thats right i am in jall that didnt bring my baby back i dont feel happy but now you know how to play with a gun [..more..]

i will kill you if you hit my baby one more time and if you hit me you will be died mot by me my 4 brothers go away i dont love you i never did i just needed the money for your kid and minethe money you give me is not for me for [..more..]

For so long now ive been past this notion that love might exist, he crushed my heart and dragged it upon the ground, for years i layed silent waiting for things to get better until i just stopped believing. it was a dark night i sat outside smoking and i saw you you were like [..more..]

these feeling i portray. sometimes i wounder are they real. they feel so forced and but still i feel repressed. am i capable of these emotions that come so freely to others. Im not entirely sure of anything. i stopped believing today. real things never end. like the world, energy or change. and everything ends [..more..]

well I just wrote to you on facey and told you about a site where I write how and what I am feeling……This site…. I wonder if you will ask me about it….. Doubt it :'(

sitting here re reading my old posts and it brings a smile to my face….. So wish you could read them even just once….. then you would know what I am feeling and how i feel….Would it make a difference to you????? DMF FOREVER xxxx

I wish you knew about this site.. I wish you read the things i write.. All I do is wish.. cause when it comes to you thats all I can do… IS WISH…. Wish you were mine, wish everything would be fine, wish I could hold you close, wish it was me you wanted the [..more..]