no se x q sigo contigo si me tratas tan mal…

no se x q sigo contigo si me tratas tan mal, y me lastima tus palabras

to who i write this i do not know…

to who i write this i do not know, mostly because im not sure what to believe within my own spirituality. but i pose a question. why did all the selfish people get what they wanted. why did i not get such small mundane thing i have asked for. i have asked of you only [..more..]

oh my i guess i was right maybe i am dieing….

oh my i guess i was right maybe i am dieing. i just coughed blood up 3 times. i dont have a doctor so i have no clue what to do gosh. its crazy you know the other day i stoodup and i was litteraly so dizy that i went blind for ten minutes i [..more..]

Why does life suck?…

Why does life suck? Why can’t it rewind back eight months? Why isn’t my Mom getting better? Why oh Why does God make things happen?

Oh; and one more thing to include to the post beneath this one. One…

Oh; and one more thing to include to the post beneath this one. One of the last things you said to me since this silence was: “don’t worry :), everything will work out. It always does :)” You lied. ~Again; AMA

Baby…God; I hope you’re ok….

Baby…God; I hope you’re ok. SS; I don’t know if you’ll read this because you almost NEVER catch my signals, you don’t know where to look to find where I say these things- but that’s not the point. Hon, we’ll have been together three years on September 12th, and your dad is obviously keeping us [..more..]

I Really Like This Boy,,But He Has A Girlfriend,,We Almost Dated But One…

I Really Like This Boy,,But He Has A Girlfriend,,We Almost Dated But One Of My Best Friends Have Dated Him..And If I Did Date Him Then She Would Hate Me 🙁 I Really Like Him,,I think of him ALL The Time,,In My Dreams,,When Im Listening To Music,,Just Whenever. I Think Of Him When Im Happy,Sad,Depressed,Or [..more..]

erghhh.. i really missing to have a boyfriend….

erghhh.. i really missing to have a boyfriend. seriously! i watch some couple drove in front of me and i start crying inside. F*** IT!. even worst, people always come by me and tell about their bloody relationship. i know some are not really going well. some are madly in love! f*** it. and there’s [..more..]

Have you ever felt so lonely but you know why. Sometimes I just want to cry. I want to be set free. I Only seem to upset the ones I love. how can you appreciate what you have if you not happy and That’s the one thing you want.

I go away on Tuesday… a whole 5 nights in melbourne on my own …. well not entirely on my own … staying with my best friend over there… I messaged you and asked you to come over for the day or a night… I know you wont but hey what a dream if you [..more..]