01-12-11(5:20:13)
I LOVE YOU!!! This distance is killing me but i can assure you that my love toward you is and always will be here for you and only you!!! :'(
30-11-11(20:23:10)
Ye man im f***ed up like all of u … but what if theres still sthng inside that gives u the strength to f*** the world and stand up and just do ur f***ing thing.ignore the f***ing rest of the world and do your thing and express your love to your family and loved ones.just [..more..]
30-11-11(17:10:22)
I miss work…
30-11-11(16:59:33)
i hate myself right now. idk why but i know im a total mess and i cant do anything to make it better. i think everyone around me hate me too. i cant take control of my life and everything’s a mess. i disappoint everyone and myself. im not good with my God either and [..more..]
30-11-11(6:41:10)
I don’t have any friends. Except for my boyfriend, and we have alot of differences in tastes :/ I guess thats why I miss my ex so much… we had so much in common, but even then it doesnt mean that would change who I am. I’m really shy. I’m bad at having conversations and [..more..]
30-11-11(4:23:42)
It makes me feel…sort of scared; guilty, when you talk about how things make you mad – anger over all scares me, and yours makes me get that twisting, guilty disappointed feeling in my stomach. It makes me want to curl up away from everything and pity you…but at the same time avoid you. When [..more..]
30-11-11(3:49:50)
yeah, im a f*** up. thats what i am. ill never deny it. tomorrow my dads gonna find out that i have been skipping school to get high just so i can forget about what a f***ed up life i live. hes gonna call me a f*** up and tell me to get out. well [..more..]
30-11-11(0:40:53)
who wouldve thought that a single note from the girl that i am head over heels for could end my life…. i dont wanna read it for fear of what ill do,ifeel like when i read this ill just end up crying my eyes out and slicing my wrists open. i hope this goes better [..more..]
29-11-11(19:33:43)
I want to drown my sorrows with ice cream and chocolate and listen to happy, bubbly music like, Crayons-Amy Can Flyy… Guys can be such pricks :/
29-11-11(10:19:46)
Today is my birthday and my so called best friends today just avoided and ignored me. I feel really angry because i am sure i have done nothing to make her angry.