14-04-12(5:40:30)
All of my friends are so pretty. I feel ugly. I feel I’m not worth a penny. They’re so beautiful inside out I’m so jealous. Why are they so perfect? Why can’t I be just a bit like them? I’m so jealous. I’m ugly and worthless. People don’t give a s*** about me because I’m [..more..]
14-04-12(5:07:35)
I live with my boyfriend for 3yrs n I feel like strange in this house sometimes.. I was married for 10 yrs and i never felt that i was stranger. In 3 yrs he never told me that le lives me. He said if he tells me that he lives me I’m going to possess [..more..]
14-04-12(4:56:44)
Whatever no one gives a f*** anyway. A good adviser needs good advice too you know? I have so much going through my mind, I wanna talk to somebody but whenever I do I always feel like I’m annoying them. Maybe it’s true. Maybe I’m the annoying one. I’m not anybody’s special. I’m just someone [..more..]
14-04-12(4:51:46)
He wasnt there for me when I needed him. I am now lost in a sea of pain and hate. He left me for dirt and went to another. He has made my life a living hell. Why did he use me? Why did he forget everything we had for that time. He is a [..more..]
14-04-12(3:51:19)
🙂 he’s liked me for so long but i was tentative. we finally started going out and im so glad i took the chance. lol today we were walking around the town and some kid walked by and was like “DAMN she is SEXY” i was so embarassed. he said “i feel like i should [..more..]
14-04-12(2:09:11)
i want you, but i dont
14-04-12(1:34:53)
smoke the blunt up get yourself higher. I can see the rooftops now.
14-04-12(0:40:52)
I’m just someone to you. I’m just someone you messing with. I know I should not get attached, I promise myself I would not let this feeling get to me, but look where it got me. I’m falling for you each day. Your kiss still gets me every time but why does it even matter [..more..]
13-04-12(23:57:07)
you know that feeling when you dont quite know what to feel, when everything around you is happening and your in the middle thinking i dont want to be here i want to be somewhere where i can actually know about how i feel and not have to think about it to understand my feelings
13-04-12(11:27:09)
How about a change? Turning the car around and ride far, far away in the direction, that has nothing to do with the one that I am heading to right now? Change, change, change… Big word. Deep thoughts. Always only thoughts. Stream of consciousness, no action.