25-04-12(3:54:00)
I’ve just really needed to vent this to someone who I don’t know, someone who isn’t involved in the situation. For most of my life, I’ve felt different from others, not always in a bad way, just different. Last year, my senior year in high school, I finally found one of the best friends I [..more..]
25-04-12(3:34:34)
I always need to get that affirmation from someone. If I dont, I constantly question myself. I need to be content with myself. I need to be able to feel good about myself just because I am me.
25-04-12(3:29:27)
Sometimes I’d like to lather him with ‘I love you’s’ but I know he doesn’t appreciate them in great quantities. HE doesn’t believe in things in great numbers.Every time I am overcome with a feeling of love for him, I bite my tongue, I force the feelings down and I wait for him to say [..more..]
25-04-12(2:07:58)
My aunt and my mom are fighting so much right now and it’s horrible and they are so loud.mi can’t take this anymore. This is the worst fight it’s ver been and now my uncle is getting involved and I’ve never headprd him yell before and the worst part is my moms family is from [..more..]
25-04-12(2:02:28)
I finally know he likes me. People sing the words he wrote for me. I’m just another fan that knows him a little better than most. Two other people know the truth, one more has half guessed. I’m a secret and always will be.
24-04-12(23:36:29)
So there is this guy that I’ve known since I was like 9 or 10 and he is on my swim team and I swear ever since I’ve met him I’ve always liked him and I try to tell myself that I don’t like him but then I see him at practice and I’m like [..more..]
24-04-12(22:56:37)
I’m failing 3 grades right now my parents hate me right now. My stepfather is on a b trip but it’s been like a year now and he hasn’t come back, so my moms all stressed out with my two brothers. My dad is a party animal and on nights when I have school keeps [..more..]
24-04-12(5:16:47)
Right now I’m sitting in a wet diaper and sucking on my binky. I wish someone would bath me and change me.
23-04-12(19:07:32)
he was online, but he didnt write to me. He went offline again. Great, he doesn’t like me anymore. Why does he have to lie to me then, telling me he really likes me 🙁 I can’t trust anybody anymore :/
22-04-12(21:01:14)
I just wish I knew what to do with myself for once in life, I mean I mess everything up. I want to eat sometimes but I can’t because I’m too fat and I don’t deserve anything to eat, I throw up what I do eat because I’m such a mess and I’m too ugly. [..more..]