simly me
Why is it so hard to be happy?? All my life I’ve try to do the right thing, yet I’m not happy:( I try to keep busy but this loneliness is killing me!
trust
trust is something you need to earn. abusing it will take so many challenges any that may never approach again. while people go along with their happy lives you will be stuck with hurt feelings and shattered emotions. the most important thing is appreciate the little things now and dont get greedy there is always [..more..]
im not sure how i feel
Why is it that NOTHING can go right for me… i mean i didnt do anything to anyone.. why cant i have a normal life why cant i have both my parents why did my father kill himself why! sometimes i wonder did he do it because of me? but then i think why i [..more..]
How i feel…
About a month ago my grandma died 🙁 we had her funeral on my birthday… all i wanted was to try to make the day better for myself and everyone else to… I brought everyone Cake and Ice Cream and all i wanted was for everyone one to wish me happy birthday and tell me [..more..]
L
I recently met with someone, an old friend, who I haven’t spoken to for a long time. I re-added L on facebook and she accepted. Due to our history together, my ex girlfriend didn’t allow me to have L on facebook while we were together, fair I guess. It’s just something weird about how well [..more..]
broken
So i fell for my guy best friend and my bestfriend told me that he liked me, so i was like maybe i will give this a chance so we have been talking and i slip in the who do you like question and i thought it would be a nobody but he said that [..more..]
Had Enough.
This fool…got me to fall in love with him. He’s my mom’s best friend’s son. So I met him when I was 11. But I was into another guy and didn’t pay much attention to him. I remember he gave me a red rose when our families went to the park together. I threw it [..more..]
Yesterday
Lately, i’ve just been feeling so angry all of the time.. and Yesterday I finally snapped big time to the point where I physically harmed myself. I just felt an anger so great that in order to release it I had to harm myself.I am not blaming anyone, in fact, if there is anyone to [..more..]
ending it
tonight, everyone is going to get what they wanted. i’m finally going to do something right, and i’m finally going to make everyone happy. tonight, i’m going to kill myself.
If Life Were A Dream
I wonder what life would be like if i just shut my eyes and dream forever. I think about how all my troubles would go away and I wouldn’t have to deal with people anymore. I sometimes think that I’ll finally find someone like me and get to know them. If life were a dream [..more..]