Stuck in the middle…
A risk taker, passionate, thrill seeker… Ditsy, Scatty, disorganised, alone…….. struggling. This is who I am. Twenty-two and trying to find myself. I have all these big plans and ideas and I keep trying, but keep getting knocked back. I am inexperienced and I have flaws. But I am willing to learn and grow. It’s [..more..]
My inner thoughts.
Is it wierd to feel like your drifting away from everyone and everything you loved? I put in all the effort and yet I find myself being a back-up friend, maybe my social skills just aren’t up to scratch, I mean my father is an alchoholic who came home every weekend drunk and I couldn’t [..more..]
Not your little angel </3
Im sorry im not what you wanted for a daughter. I complain to much and i know it. You think i stopped cutting but really, i havent; im just good at hiding it. I lied. I said i never puked on purpose, but i have. And Ms.ewen was right, i watch what i eat. I [..more..]
I want it all to end
I always ask why me. I’m 16 and I just want it all to end. At fourteen I found the love of my life. At fifteen I was engaged and pregnant. I wasn’t ready for a baby but I was still excited. One night I get a phone calling telling me that my fiancé had [..more..]
Waiting Game
I’m sitting here in my car, waiting. It’s been two hours. You’re too stubborn to keep me updated and I’m too stubborn to leave. And you know what? It really hurts that you’re doing this to me. Because I’m trying to do what I can for you, and all that I can do is help [..more..]
life
people think they have it bad like when they dont get that special toy or movie or what ever. but people REALLY have it bad like they dont have a home to live in or food to eat stuff like that. The next time you want somthing and you dont get it dont wine and [..more..]
love……
Love what is love when a guy says i love you does he really mean he loves you or is he just trying to get into your pants like every other guy around here a guy told me he loved me and wanted to toung kiss me and when would not he broke up with [..more..]
I’m going downhill
At first, I thought my life was awesome. I thought guys liked me, people wanted to be my friend then today in the bath I just broke. I don’t know why. I just reflected on all my break ups, mess ups, and just started crying. I think looked at myself and decided I would go [..more..]
No one understands…
All my life people have came and gone, no one has stuck around to help me, love me, or even care. No matter what I do it always goes wrong, nothing ever works out. I’m in love with this girl but I have no chance, she’s dating someone plus shed never like a guy like [..more..]
So much at once
These past two weeks have been the hardest on me. First was the abortion, which tore me apart emotionally, then there was the prescription pills that dropped my serotonin, which left me in able to be happy. Then my tires popped, i ran out of money, and my boyfriend is saying all the things that [..more..]