I am so scared
I just need a place to rant… Secretly and anonymously. I am afraid that I might be pregnant. I was dumb enough to go out with a guy… that I met on a dating site… He got me s***-faced drunk.. and I slept with him. We used protection at first, but the I noticed it [..more..]
Idiot “brother”
I hate to even call this dumb piece of s*** my brother. He is a disgusting, heartless, fat ass idiot. I was sending an important piece of mail today and he takes it outside and threatens to get it wet with a sprinkler and threatens to rip it up for no reason at all so [..more..]
Family Problems
i feel like i don’t belong in my family sometimes. today my sister and i had a huge fight, it was never this serious. it started when she told me that i take some things too seriously, but it just tripped off my last nerve for that girl. i started to say that she should [..more..]
memories of a broken heart 2
It’s been more than 3 months since the last time I saw him I don’t know if I’m still crazy about him but I know that he’s inside of me,he’s with me in every step I take, in every decision I make and I’ll never forget him,never? even if I wanted too he’s my everything,he’s [..more..]
Crushing weight
Honestly, man, I need to get myself together. I’m feeling uneasy over something this plebeian- not getting a text message reply by a person I met barely a month ago. I’m way too old for this.
This. That. Yenno.
Honestly. I feel like dying. Everyday it tears me apart..
Where did she go?
Where did she go? The innocent girl with the bright blue eyes.. She didn’t know how it would be. She only wanted to grow up.. She’s a bit older now, that little girl. She doesn’t know where she went. She lost herself among her thoughts. Throwing her soul to the stars, while remaining on earth [..more..]
She killed herself.
She killed herself. With a bullet. I didn’t really know her, but I think we may have met. I am supposed to be painting her portrait. But, I’m not… I’m not doing anything. I am an artist. Unmotivated, but skilled. I am a mother. Unmotivated, but loving. I am a girlfriend, and when you’re not [..more..]
Depressed one more time
Despite the optimistic style of my character, i feel so depressed from being a loser and then a loser and a loser. sometimes i feel that i have the way out of this, but some other times i feel so depressed for not being able to think how to change and i feel clueless. such [..more..]
Hard to breathe
About a year ago I started working at my dads catering company and it all started off fine until he started pushing me and giving me abuse, not that much physically a lot more mentally. It got to the point where I was cutting my wrists at least twice a week. One night it got [..more..]