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Tuesday 5th July 2011

these feeling i portray. sometimes i wounder are they real. they feel so forced and but still i feel repressed. am i capable of these emotions that come so freely to others. Im not entirely sure of anything. i stopped believing today. real things never end. like the world, energy or change. and everything ends [..more..]

STW#621 | 1 Comment | on July 5, 2011 - 1:38 pm - Uncategorized - by

well I just wrote to you on facey and told you about a site where I write how and what I am feeling……This site…. I wonder if you will ask me about it….. Doubt it :'(

STW#620 | Be the First to Comment | on July 5, 2011 - 12:54 am - Uncategorized - by

sitting here re reading my old posts and it brings a smile to my face….. So wish you could read them even just once….. then you would know what I am feeling and how i feel….Would it make a difference to you????? DMF FOREVER xxxx

STW#619 | Be the First to Comment | on July 5, 2011 - 12:48 am - Uncategorized - by
Monday 4th July 2011

I wish you knew about this site.. I wish you read the things i write.. All I do is wish.. cause when it comes to you thats all I can do… IS WISH…. Wish you were mine, wish everything would be fine, wish I could hold you close, wish it was me you wanted the [..more..]

STW#618 | Be the First to Comment | on July 4, 2011 - 5:50 pm - Uncategorized - by

I wonder…. if your still alive… if your alright…

I wonder…. if your still alive… if your alright, if your breathing. To be honest I feel so numb right now. Just finished a great anime. and it had a good ending.. A wind would come and separate them, both their hearts would never be apart………… I always knew. That they’d meet in the end [..more..]

STW#617 | 1 Comment | on July 4, 2011 - 5:05 pm - Uncategorized - by

why did you put me in this you told me you loveed me…

why did you put me in this you told me you loveed me now you love him i kissed you and you put your lips on him you killed me we have kids and they want to know why there dad is kising a man you know what i told them to ask you and [..more..]

STW#616 | Be the First to Comment | on July 4, 2011 - 1:32 pm - Uncategorized - by
Sunday 3rd July 2011

Sitting here waiting and all I can think of is you…….

Sitting here waiting and all I can think of is you…. But that is nothing unusual I always think of you everu minute of the day.if thinking of you was all it took for us to be together we would never be apart.

STW#615 | Be the First to Comment | on July 3, 2011 - 2:07 am - Uncategorized - by
Saturday 2nd July 2011

i need to find a place within my self or this world where…

i need to find a place within my self or this world where i can be at peace with my existence. i have seen lives of the: rich, poor, alone, afraid, impossibly complex people from all around. i have felt enough of the terror , joy, obsession, love, and death. after all i have been, [..more..]

STW#614 | Be the First to Comment | on July 2, 2011 - 7:41 pm - Uncategorized - by

im so tired……

im so tired… not the sleepy tired… just tired of life… tired of emotions… tired of everything really….

STW#613 | 1 Comment | on July 2, 2011 - 4:10 pm - Uncategorized - by

you hurt me tonight…. not the first time i guess… you dont trust me… i understand your reasons… i guess…. but i dont really trust you either now… you work all day, yeah i got that i belvie that… but a 4-5 hour nap every day right after work after you already slept the night… [..more..]

STW#612 | Be the First to Comment | on July 2, 2011 - 4:07 pm - Uncategorized - by

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