I wish I didn’t care anymore as much as you don’t care about…
I wish I didn’t care anymore as much as you don’t care about me anymore. I don’t know if people realize that I’m serious when I say that if anything bad were to happen to me, you wouldn’t care a bit. Because I believe it. I suppose you did me a favor by breaking up [..more..]
my mum asked me why i dont smile anymore…..
my mum asked me why i dont smile anymore.. i reply i just dont feel like it, inside im saying ive forgotten how…
dead. my dad used to drink …
dead. my dad used to drink , my parents split up&ive started cutting myself. i just dont know what to do anymore. i want to bleed+bleed till it hurts more then i do inside , i can’t talk to my mum ,she just doesn’t understand. i dont want to eat because my sisters skinny&blonde&perfect, my [..more..]
Well I guess we are back to not talking again…….
Well I guess we are back to not talking again…. I messaged you tonight and got no response… Fark I get sick of the same s*** from you but yet I cant let you go I just keep on loving you….WHY???
no se x q sigo contigo si me tratas tan mal…
no se x q sigo contigo si me tratas tan mal, y me lastima tus palabras
to who i write this i do not know…
to who i write this i do not know, mostly because im not sure what to believe within my own spirituality. but i pose a question. why did all the selfish people get what they wanted. why did i not get such small mundane thing i have asked for. i have asked of you only [..more..]
oh my i guess i was right maybe i am dieing….
oh my i guess i was right maybe i am dieing. i just coughed blood up 3 times. i dont have a doctor so i have no clue what to do gosh. its crazy you know the other day i stoodup and i was litteraly so dizy that i went blind for ten minutes i [..more..]
Why does life suck?…
Why does life suck? Why can’t it rewind back eight months? Why isn’t my Mom getting better? Why oh Why does God make things happen?
Oh; and one more thing to include to the post beneath this one.
One…
Oh; and one more thing to include to the post beneath this one. One of the last things you said to me since this silence was: “don’t worry :), everything will work out. It always does :)” You lied. ~Again; AMA
Baby…God; I hope you’re ok….
Baby…God; I hope you’re ok. SS; I don’t know if you’ll read this because you almost NEVER catch my signals, you don’t know where to look to find where I say these things- but that’s not the point. Hon, we’ll have been together three years on September 12th, and your dad is obviously keeping us [..more..]