This boy I like
There is this boy I like his name is Austin and I am a boy as well i’m bi but I don’t know if he’s straight or not he’s my best friend and all but it’s like eager for me to ask him out or something I love him SO much I just wish he [..more..]
whoops!
I’ve got the toots!
sowing my wild oats
I’ve been single a little over a year. I’ve been “sowing my wild oats”, playing it like I’m happy just dating and hooking up with whomever. But really I’m afraid no one will love me for more than a little fun.
The Girl that no one Remembers…
I was happy. For that one small moment, I was happy. That doesn’t happen to me anymore. I’m not allowed to be happy. People that are like me aren’t allowed to be happy. So, why did you take it away from me? Why did you feel the need to be such a inconsiderate jerk. Why [..more..]
Forbidden Love
It’s been over four years that I’ve been waiting to be able to actually date the one person I love more than anything. Four years of sneaking around. We finally had everything we ever wanted. We actually went on our first date after four years and we went on vacation together we shared so many [..more..]
my fears
i just am confused. i have never loved someone fully, but yet and be hold. when i think about you i feel like “i am in love.” i am young so i do’t really know what it is, but you make me believe. i think i love you because, i am constantly thinking about you, [..more..]
Why? How?
Why do i build myself up just to be pulled back down?….how do i let people know i suffer to and not be a burden to them?….Why do i help everybody but never help myself when i need it. why wont people help me when i need it even if i ask…im alway there for [..more..]
Dreams
I wish I were Meryl Streep
So ….. this is bad .
Well see i foiught with my bff a huge fight AAS usal but she said i like someone else and bla bla and that she knows thingies ahout me and the guy SHE THINKS I LIKE s***tttttt wat shall i do /!
Forgive and forget
I have forgiven you (for what, I don’t know.) and forgotten. Let go back to being friends again because all those years being by each others sides is too much to sacrifice for a life time of being your friend. That didn’t make sense but you know what I mean 🙂