is my life fallin apart
i feel like my life is falling apart my friends dont even have time for each other now and i just feel so lonely. i came out of a bad relationship but i still feel like i miss the guy even though tings were constantly rough between us is this normal? sometimes i feel like [..more..]
Ending
It’s always hard after a long time to let someone go. It’s even harder to wake up one day and realize that you no longer feel the same towards them, harder still to realize you no longer love them. So you lead yourself to believe that the love is still there, only clouded over by [..more..]
lost love
in my country love is forbidden but still i fell in love and every one accepted it i was happy to havesomeone to love, someone to be loved by but the time pass so fast an a waterfall of tears fell your heart you scream you cry but nothing will bring him back i lost [..more..]
hmm
I’ve been holding these thoughts in me for so long.. I can’t keep going like this. I dont know what to do, Im stuck in a hole i cant get out of. So lonely, so depressed, so sad? I dont know when this started I dont know how this started! Im so angry i let [..more..]
Admiration
I used to waste my time looking at how other ppl live their lives. I later realized it was a waste of time it’s not about how I can match up with these ppl but how I choose to spend my time. I was certainly the guy who never got the girl…to this day. Before [..more..]
Is it me or her? or both? god dam feeling!
So this is the first time ever doing something like this so ill give her a go. So I guess ill start from the beginning, so two years ago I was at this dance hanging with my friends being trouble maker, when is girl I’ve never met before come out of no where and starts [..more..]
I feel I think and I learn
I see all the beautiful women around me and think not one is bad looking some may not be my type but certainly gorgeous every single one. I hate to be single and wish everyday I could spend time with a specific one, one that I can care bout just as much as she can [..more..]
Make me happy
It looks as if i start writing I just cant stop cuz theres so many things botherin me I dont know what to do i could really do with some good news now something to make me happy cuz frankly I havent had any of that in awhile so please God im waiting just gimme [..more..]
whats on my mind
its about 2 in the morning cant sleep just thinkin about my day what took place and all the news i got you know when something happens and you cant do anything to help the situation and that feeling of helplessness just eats you alive you beat up yourself for should-have-dones and wish-I-dids its just [..more..]