Subtle thought escaping from my dizzy mind..
Slower now is how the world spins, I’m waiting for the drop. Lifting my hands to my face, I realize now is the time to hide. What is left to hide from, have I not uncovered everything? Have I not faced my demons? Why am I still standing here, waiting? Why am I still so [..more..]
I hate it! </3
It sucks knowing that the one person you love doesn’t love you back. That no matter how hard you try it just never works out, and to know that soon he could be with someone else, which breaks your heart. 🙁
Despair.
This feeling always comes around at times like these. I can’t manage to find anything to do, I let myself down. This choking feeling of despair lingers in my head. In my voice. It’s in my throat, I know it. And I know it’s killing me. At this point, I can hardly bring myself to [..more..]
Stupid emotions
I hate emotions. I hate liking someone. I hate crying. I hate getting angry. I hate being confused. I JUST HATE EMOTIONS! I wish There was a way to get rid of them.
“When we were in love, things were better than they are. Let me back into your arms.”
Everything makes so much sense after the fact. *I need to find my way back to the start.* I just really miss you. I really, really do. I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t want anything to do with you because I deserve more. I deserve better than how you treated me. But you know that. And I [..more..]
Campaign Halloween
best new group halloween costume for this year- stupid things paul ryan has said/done -Time Magazine Paul Ryan -Bean Paul Ryan- (just a suit and a can of beans) -Dish Washer Paul Ryan
SMILE
WHAT THE F*** DO YOU WANT FROM ME WOULD JUST SAY IT.. IF YOU JUST HATE ME YOU COULD JUST END THIS FRIENDSHIP AND GO LOST.. THE HELL I START HATING YOU. I START HATING YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I JUST GIVE UP ON YOU.
I miss you
As sit here in tears, battling my fears. A never ending fight, Since you’ve bin gone nothing feels right. i try stay strong, but never had a fight last this long. Trying to ignore it, like everything eles i store it. nothing feels the same, bag after bag, bottle after bottle, still the pain, remains.. [..more..]
confusing love..
there are so many problems in my life,i feel alone . i had a boyfriend that always had me smiling & laughing. he was like my strength <3 i was inlove but then we got to busy for eachother , we only got to see echother on the weekend ); & i guess you can [..more..]
pain
i have a test 2morrow…i hope i do good, cause i’ve been studying for this test…am just not a good test taker…when i see a test i blank out and forget what i learned before hand…am just so scared…if i do bad on this test and my test on friday…then what am i here for…its [..more..]