I want to give up. I want to just stop and do what I want. I don’t want to have so much responsibility. I don’t want to be strong. I want someone to lean on, someone to take care of everything so I don’t have too. But I have no one. No friends, no family I can trust, nothing. I don’t know what to do with my life. I’m confuse on how I should continue. I have to be strong, even when I feel like the wind could shatter me. I have to be responsible, even if I feel like I deserve a break. I don’t want to keep living my life like this. The stress is killing me and I truly think I’m slowly going crazy, going into fits of frustration and tears. I want to give up….but I can’t…
Before you can trust people, you need to be able to trust yourself and I think that’s the hardest thing. But after that, things get easier and you understand how many people there actually are that can help you. There are ways for things to get better without having to give up. Life is a choice. And I say, do what makes you happy as a person. There is difference between giving up and moving on.