I am just so goddamn sick of being that friend who is always there for everybody else and the second I slip and need someone to listen to me or comfort or reassure me f***ing NOBODY is in sight. All they do is think of themselves, because oh, she’s got it together, she’s tough, she’ll be fine! SHE WILL NOT BE F***ING FINE. SHE’S A PERSON JUST LIKE YOU SO IF YOU COULD LOOK OUTSIDE YOUR SELF-CENTERED LITTLE BUBBLE FOR 8 SECONDS IT’D BE GREAT IF YOU COULD OFFER SOME SUPPORT AND GO JUST THAT TINY BIT OUT OF YOUR WAY, YOU SELFISH A******S. ALL YOU DO IT TAKE TAKE TAKE AND I AM SO DONE WITH GIVING. SO. DONE. I’m tired of feeling this alone. I need someone who gives a s***. I have plenty of friends but I’ve come to realise that at the end of the day, they don’t really care.
The same thing is happening to me, don’t worry, I always feel alone and now I’m literally sick, I can’t even eat and I feel like I’m dying.. all I do now, is listen to Regina Spektor all day and I go to the book store when I feel like crying.. Even though I have like 2 people always there for me, it just doesn’t feel like someone is actually there… I help other people too, but no one seems to help or understand me when I have a problem.