Im afraid to love , i guess . I want to be with my boyfriend but i just domt want to get hurt
So i rejected his calls , act like a b**** , treat him wtong, try to make him jeleous . I say being alone is the best thing for me but ik alone is the last thing i want to be . I dont think i should keep putting him through the same bs soo i think im going to do him a favor and break up with him
I know how you feel. The funny thing is I am going to give you the advice I refuse to take. Take a leap of faith, let down your gaurds and feel. You are right you should stop pushing him away but if you break up with him I think you would be making a mistake. You would hurt him and yourself. Being in a relationship requires trust. You must trust that he won’t hurt you.
Question is it the heart break you are afraid of? Or the putting yourself out there?