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Posted by on 2012/08/10 under Uncategorized

i am so lost in life. I have always been a great student and soccer player. Everyone has always told me that I have everything going for me in life. I have always tried to please other people because I felt like i didn’t know what I wanted. I still don’t know what i want. And now, college is coming around the corner and I am getting a lot of scholarships offers to schools but I don’t know what to do. There is one school in particular that people have told me is THE school to go to and if I had the chance to go there i should take it and I have always agreed. I never knew what i wanted so I just said I would go there and now i have a chance to but I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO! I dont know what i want! and i have tired to take quizes and read entries on college but im still lost. i seriously am so confused and scared and really upset because i thought that i would just be happy with the school but im not getting that feeling. im scared to pass up the oppurtunity because once i do, it is gone. i have no idea what to major in, location of a college or anything. I feel like no one understands how i feel, i dont think I understand how I feel. I just wish it was like a lightbulb went off in my head and I knew. I have such a great oppurtunity to go ANYWHERE but i feel like im wasting it. i dont no, im so lost in life. i just go through the motions, get the grades, do well in sports, no big deal and now i feel like i dont even know myself.

One thought on “So Lost

  1. Anonymous says:

    You do not need to know everything about yourself just yet. Life is about finding out who you are as time passes. Just live every day as if it is your last, because we never know. Stop planning for the future and live in the now! I know that you can do it! I do understand how you feel, I hate feeling that rush of pressure. Do what you want to do. Do what your heart feels is right. Some people wait to go to college and take some time to realize what they love. Do what YOU have to do, ok? .xx

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