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dead. my dad used to drink , my parents split up&ive started cutting myself. i just dont know what to do anymore. i want to bleed+bleed till it hurts more then i do inside , i can’t talk to my mum ,she just doesn’t understand. i dont want to eat because my sisters skinny&blonde&perfect, my mum treats her like a princess , then im just there. alone. a ‘selfish brat’, i feel like a waste of space? why dont i just leave and never come back?! noone would miss me. i dont see a point of living anymore…

5 thoughts on “dead. my dad used to drink …

  1. Anonymous says:

    sweeetie ,see a therapist!asap!

  2. Anonymous says:

    i have felt just like you do now (pretty blonde sister, family despise me, body hate, self harm), i felt it for nearly whole years straight. it very nearly killed me. after it all tho, im glad i felt all that, and made it through, because i learned so see beauty i never could have otherwise. Survive this. life is worth it. i know this sound really stupid and lame, but what kept me sane was looking at the sky; it symbolized all the possibilities and wonders beyond what I could see.

  3. Anonymous says:

    look to the sky, it symbolizes the wonders not yet seen. behind the smog there are infinite stars and worlds. survive these feelings, i know they are strong, because there is so much left to become and there is so much more to feel than pain.

  4. Here to listen says:

    You want to hurt yourself as a means of escape from the other types of hurt. But you have to realize it never works. It only makes things worse.

    Feeling like this is one of the hardest things to experience. I know it seems like there’s no solution and no one to listen. But that’s not true. There are people out there who care and who help. Talking to a counselor or close friend sometimes helps.

    And I know your mother would miss you. Your sister would, too.

    You can’t leave them, they need you. And I know it’s hard to have a sister who is like that. (I have one) But know that you are both equally beautiful in your own way. It’s what’s in your heart, your words, your actions towards others that shows true beauty.

    Please eat something. Not eating is a whole lot worse for you than you think. And the irregularity in diet can actually add weight. Please eat. A balanced diet and lots of protein are sure to help.

    You are not a waste of space. Everyone is important. Everyone is a part of this world. And everyone deserves happiness. Don’t give up hope. You’ll find it.

  5. sydney says:

    honey your gonna be fine your dad is watching over u ok my dad smokes and hes dying so me and u can do these togther be strong boo cause you have angels looking over u okay i dont know u but i know the angels say your perfect. and honey dont take it out on your body ok maybe u can ask a friend to talk to if u need anyone to talk to im here!!!

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