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Posted by on 2012/05/24 under Uncategorized

Ok….
So a couple of weeks ago a guy i was dating for 4 months cheated on me…Hard part is i have known this guy for 10yrs and for those 10yrs we were off and on…He was there through EVERY heartbreak i had and over those 10yrs i fell deeply in love with him…He promised to NEVER cheat on me or do anything to hurt me the way all the others did to hurt me. I needed him like the air i breathed…and when he cheated on me, my whole world was torn apart…Yes i still have feelings for him…I mean, i went through Hell with him…10yrs of it…It’s hard trusting anyone now bc of what he did…I have met i guy whom i seem to be attracted too…he is extremely handsome and is really sweet to me…i have had a crush on him since Elementary school…But im not for sure if i should trust him or not…and not to mention me and the other guy are still friends and honestly i know what he did was wrong but he was my first love, my first real kiss and i don’t want to hurt him…Yesterday i was so stressed about this i had a panic attack and i blacked out…went to the doctor and was sent straight to the hospital after that…they ran soooooo many test on me, and im still praying to get good results…I am so scared and confused and hurt but at the same time i have to keep smiling bc if i don’t then other people will worry…truthfully i don’t know what to do…

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