Posted by Anonymous on 2011/06/28 under Uncategorized I hate being controlled. Hate to the core being forced to do something. This hate can make me so irrational when people are telling me to do something for my own good. I can see that it’ll be good for me but I would still refuse to do it simply because someone told me to do so. Then I met you. When we first started dating, you got mad at me a few times because I never listened to you. I’d always go off and do my own thing. But now, after 26 months of dating, I listen to you unflinchingly. So when you told me to stop saying “awks” I thought it was weird. It was just a word and you’re usually never so picky. When I asked you why you wouldn’t give me a reason. But I accepted it anyway and stopped saying it. Now I’ve found that you yourself say it. What was the point of telling me to stop when you were going to turn around and be such a hypocrite? Sure, it’s just one word and it all seems so petty to get mad over something so small. But unknowingly, I’m starting not to listen to you anymore. Why was I so stupid to listen to something with no reasoning at all? Who am I to let you control even the things that I say? Who are you to be so restrictive yet have double standards? Yeah, I said that I’m over it. You know why? It’s because I resolved not to be so stupid as to listen to you without reason again. And if you get mad because I’ve stopped listening to you about small things like that, then you should know. You brought this upon yourself.