I know that you love me, more than I would like. The reality is I do not feel the same. But, we've been together for quite a while and I cannot bring myself to accept the truth. I've decided I'll end the romance, that we will either be friends or say goodbye, but I cannot go through with it as I do care for you. I want to stop this but how can I when you are so obviously in love and care so much. I know it's for the best I've thought about it many times, but at the same time I cannot let go of what we have. Is it fear, a fear I'll never be loved in the same way again? Is it loyalty and the fact that this has gone on so long? Or is it convenience?
You’ve put into words some of the same thoughts I’ve been having. I feel your pain….mine, I believe is fear that I won’t be love the same way by someone else. I’ve already broken it off but I’m scared and might turn back because the fear is so strong.
You stole the words from my mouth I feel the same. We have been together for such a long time that I am scared to throw it all away. I love him but not in any kind of romantic way. But he cares and loves so much. I dont understand why. I feel like I dont deserve his love because i feel like he is wasting his love for someone who doesnt love him back. But I am scared to end things. I know it would break his heart and that is the last thing I would want to do to him. I am just a coward when it comes to feelings. Also I am his first girlfriend. What if I ruin the thought of love for him? We are just 18 yrs old and what if he fears the idea of love. I am scared to hurt him. So I compromise.