Posted by Anonymous on 2020/06/18 under Life January 28, 2020 So parents Called again at night. Met with Stacy downtown too. As usual, when she talks to me in public, especially standing close, I look away. I find it hard to be in the conversation. I just feel anxious even though I'm talking to an acquaintance. Unfortunately we spent more time in places with other people today. So, As her usual self, she was too flaunt of her sexual endowments towards other guys she deemed attractive which makes me uncomfortable 🤷♂️.
10:14 PM
I ignored their call in the daytime because I didn't want to listen to their hurtful talks. The same reason I told them about the Bell internet installation plan via text.
Now I answered the call. After asking about the internet installation and bathroom tiles, they start pestering me over religious bulls*** again. Complains about me skipping communion some Sundays (even though he knows I'm not a Christian. What am I taking wafers and wine for?)
Reminds me of the donkey analogy and how I'll be useless. Says I should accept Jesus (because all other beliefs are suddenly evil).
When I heard they went to India, I didn't call for same reason I haven't been calling. They will ask about school and pester me on religious issue again and again, as if it is making me feel better.
I regret opening up to such bigots.
By the way, do they realise that pushing me to do anything at this point won't work anymore? I'm already doomed academically. So I'm dead anyway. 🤦♀️
I was a bit worried at first about going Downtown because of the 2019 nCoV outbreak, but I kind of ignored it later on. Funnily, I wasn't worried about me getting infected as I don't care if I die from an outbreak at this point. I was more worried about getting it and transmitting it to my sisters.