Hey, I probably won't ever hear from you again. I wish we could start over and go back to the beginning where I messed up, I wish I told you the truth from the beginning instead of being scared. At least I would still be your friend. I still think about you all the time. I miss talking to you, more than you ever know. I will always regret losing you, I rather I have lost myself than you. I am so sorry for everything, I wish I could take it back, I know I can never make it up to you. You deserve way more. And I get it if you never want to talk to me again. I definitely deserve that. But if you do reply then I know I have a chance to try to make it up to you and become friends to you again. If you do give me a chance I promise it will be different this time, no more secrets. I hope I hear from you again @notyet.
I miss you more than life.