Posted by Anonymous on 2020/04/08 under Love I know that I'm not a piece of trash. But he keeps on treating me like one. I envy those who are in lockdowns are with a loving partner or spouse. It's almost 3 am and I can't sleep. I feel empty and a lot at the same time. I've always wanted to be loved…and yet everytime I look for it..it doesn't love me back
Something’s aren’t meant to be looked for, they just have to happen. Well, at least that’s what I read in a book about finding meaning. I’m guessing love works the same way. In away do you want to be treated like trash?I know speaking from experience I have found that some women like this. Not saying you’re one, but… You should leave him and find something real, but without really looking for it. Work on yourself and let fate take control. If fate is real. Idk. Sorry if this is no help.
In a way..I’m used to this feeling. I’ll keep telling myself things will get better. But it doesn’t. Sometimes the fights makes what I feel inside is real. Like I’m not crazy and I know he doesn’t care for me as I hoped for.
I know it will hurt and it sucks to have feelings for someone and they don’t feel the same in return. It might take time, but you should break up with them. You shouldn’t let people make you feel that you are less. It will only hurt your self-esteem and mental health.
You deserve to love and be loved in return. I wish you strength and that you heal fast.