Because it is?!.
I was thinking about the times I've missed him laugh.
I want to get over him. If love is a choice than I want to stop now. I'm crazy and I hate myself for it. I have let myself completely gone off to the deep end with this one, and not truly knowing how to tread these waters my lungs will soon fill. I just want to blame it on the hormones. So I will and do.
Be gone from my head. Be gone for good. It's just the thought of you that I want not you.
F*** anyone that doesn't go crazy from time to time.