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Posted by on 2020/02/17 under Life

At times it feels as if I am being watched. The crazy thing is that I have an ex boyfriend that claims I stalk him but it seems that it's the other way around. I have never need tech savvy and he has. He also knows people that are. This one time outside my house I saw a white van parked with a younger guy that resembled him on a tablet. I went to get my mail and they threw the tablet onto the dash and drove off fast. If I show up at random places occasionally he is there. He went around tell people that I am his stalker. I have to admit I looked him up on social media sites a few times in the past but that all stopped for sometime now. Anyways, who doesn't look people up on social media? We have all been guilty of googling someone. I also once had a fire tablet and I could hear a man and woman laughing and talking about what I was doing like they were watching me on the camera. From what I have insured from them to what I did(looking up social media a few times) is way different. I wish I had Prof so I didn't feel so crazy. I think sometimes the only reason why he accuses me is because of what he is doing in actuality to me. I would never follow someone or hack their devices or track their whereabouts ever. It's hard to say if it's him even but I'm pretty sure of it. If he hates me so much why do it? I tried to tell him how I feel about him over and over again. I occasionally think it's all just living in a small town or my guilt eating away at me. But some coincidences seem a little bit more than just that. His new baby mom also thinks that I stalk her but the truth is that I worked out at this gym and this dark haired girl was always talking to this blonde about this situation that went down. I just put everything together because I have a fully functional brain. And I have known many tramps like her in this town. Many think and act the same. Predictable!
Not trying to sound like a victim but I am. They just keep on trying to make me look worse than I really am. I have had so much wrong and hurt he knew and knows that. Why is there no sympathy for me? I f***ed up once when I was 18. My f***ing frontal lobe wasn't even done developing yet and I was feed a bottle of liquor. He got in trouble and he made sure that we both stay haunted by our actions. At least I won't suffer alone kind of thinking? Idk. I wish I hadn't called him when I was drunk all those times. That really made me look bad along with what he tells everyone. F*** it at least I'm honest and I tried to do what I thought was right. I think he even knows where I rent and what cars I drive. He is harmless, like a big puppy. It just sucks that he tells people this fake made up lie about me. I get the calling and the whore name calling. But stalking? I don't even know where that originated. I would be the last person to stalk someone.

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