Everyone experience marriage differently..the ups and downs may have some similarities to any other couple..but I do sometimes wonder,if anyone's out there is going through the same.. I'm a new artist and I have been active in the art scene with shows and mingling with people that I have no common with.
This year will be our 7th anniversary total of 9 years being together..through out those years, I will tell myself that all of the screams and pain is normal.."things will be okay in a day or two"..right there has become my mantra. Yesterday changed my life as he once again did all the things he promised he will stop doing…I feel numb to this moment..I didn't cry..I don't feel angry or sad..I just don't feel anything..I'm sleeping in the spare room with my 2 year old son..you might think that he should be in the spare bedroom..but I just don't have the energy..he denies everything even tho the proof is there..I just don't have the energy anymore..
I am lost for words. This hits close to home. I’m going through something similar. I’m sorry, know that you and your child deserve better. Stay strong.
I hope I will find the strength to leave him…