Posted by Anonymous on 2019/09/02 under Love For the one who used to call me "Tsuma" "Tsuma!" It has been a long time since I was last called "Tsuma". Everytime I read the word, I can still hear the most handsome voice speaking. My eyes must have gotten less reliable. I often see him in random people and that is enough to make me stare at them until they disappear. I cannot remember the last day we have seen each other but my mind memorize the figure waving at me while singing or somewhat chanting the endearment. This could be a lesson for me. I never cared if what was between us would be gone. Or maybe I was too confident that you would stay. Of all the times, why would it affect me so much right now? Was it because you have someone new? It is totally not your fault. People need someone to inspire them and cheer for them. Maybe what really bothers me is your endearment to your new girl. Would you give her the endearment I used to have? Surely, you would call her the best name that describes her, the one that compliments her and not like some random endearment from the internet that makes you cringe. Even though 'we' were only for a short while, you have given me so much to learn, remember and treasure. I'm not gonna lie; most of our memories are bad, really bad and I think you, too, are aware of that but it is not enough to make me completely hate you. You are my first love after all. Thank you for withstanding my foul mood and foul mouth. Thank you for the heartwarming words, heartfelt confessions and heart melting promises. Thank you for making me feel loved, wanted and special. I know that the good things I've done for you is still too little for everything you endured from me. But can you still grant me a favor? Can you promise not to use "Tsuma" anymore?
"Please, Tsuma~"
"Ais***eru, Tsuma-kun 💕"