dear melissa,
i hope you are well.
i feel like hell.
haven't spoken to you directly since ( . . . )
feeling really ultra confused about this thing that happened between us.
i hope that i don't know gods will makes us happen to each other in name of holy spirit.
it's so easy for me to make other people my higher power.
i need to focus on healing and not just jumping into some random possibility.
i want this but only if god allows us.
lets put our best foot forward and let rest happen to us.
thanks,
xanther
( 7 / 21 / 19 )