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Posted by on 2019/07/03 under Life

I've had time to think about this, and the more I think, the more I realise, this wasn't my fault, it was your master manipulation and me not wanting to leave, that convinced me I was the cause of this. Soon after you threw me to the curb after I took you in, I thought I would recover, that I would never let go of any of you, but it turns out, you don't know yourself as much as you think you do, as I thought about how hurt I was, I soon figure out that I'm doing a lot better, and I'm doing good, I have friends that actually like me, and they treat me like family, nothing compared to what You treated me like, you would not be there if I hadn't become friends with you, you would not be there if I didn't want you to, a year prior I asked you to come into my group, because I wanted you there, you replied saying that you don't like my friends, you don't find them funny, you don't like their sense of humor, but as I had been saying, you were wrong, turns out you do, you liked my friends so much, that you took them away, turned all of them against me, and still to this day I'm getting s*** for it, as I explained to the only friend who actually still likes me for real, how I felt, I said I felt like I was a camera, they wouldn't let me into their s***ty circle, I was standing outside looking desperately back at them, as I told my friend my feelings, she told the others, and now 3 long months later, she still comes up to me, and says "oh hi camera" and walks off…laughing with this ear bleeding pure putrid laugh that can lower you, it makes you feel less, everytime I felt less, I'm scared when I'm walking, because your dad likes to make fun of people who hurt you, so now what, have I become one of those people? This whole thing was because I didn't want you to go, I stuck up for myself, Which now looking back, was obviously the wrong decision, as you would them proceed to ruin my life for the next 3 months, you didn't show up to my house so we could walk together, you started ignoring me, clearly talking about me behind my back, knowing I was listening, oh but now, the peopep you chose before me, well…what I've heard you now hate, they've pissed you off, now you talk about them behind their back, you mock them, now I'm actually glad I got kicked, because I would not have to feel the level of guilt you must feel now. A.T.

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