Posted by Anonymous on 2018/12/16 under Kids GOD, I JUST HAD A REALLY AWFUL BOWEL MOVEMENT BUT IT WAS OPTIMISTIC BECAUSE WITH ME I HAD THE FAMILIAR AND WAS READING ISANDORNOS CHAPTER. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT THE FAMILIAR. I AM POWERLESS OVER IT AND I AM COMPLETELY UNMANAGEABLE. I WANT TO PRAY FOR THE STRENGTH TO PERSERVERE, TO CONTINUE, TO DIGRESS AND GIVE UP ALL HOPE! BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THIS! I AM GOING TO TRY AND MAKE THESE EMPTY RITUALSS A PART OF THE DAILINESS IN ACTIVITY. -GOING TO CHURCH -RECONCILIATION -READING -WRITING HERE -WATCHING BATES MOTEL -NOT SKIPPING MEALS -HAVING FUN COOKING BUT IT IS JUST SO ANNOYING THAT NO-ONE IS REALLY TALKING TO EACH OTHER. I NEED LIKE A MAGNOLIA MOMENT, FROM THAT MOVIE, WHERE EVERYONE CLICKS INTO THE AMY MANN SONG AND EVERYONE IS CONNECTED AND NOTHING IS MISINTERPRETED NOR MISREPRESENTED. I AM HOPELESS GOD, IN THE NAME OF GOD, I EXPRESS MY HOPELESSNESS FOR WHAT IT IS. HOPELESSNESS. I AM WILLING TO GET OUT OF GODS WAY IF GOD WILL JUST HELP ME LEARN HOW TO DO IT GRAACIOUSLY AND HOPELESSLY. OUT OF THE WAY GOD, I AM GETTING. OUT OF GODS WAY.. SILENTLY ANONYMOUS, -THE ARCHER