God,
I had an incest dream last night, I think.
I was trying to talk to Milquetoast and she was upset about Jack and we were talking about something like getting "futzed up" and we were talking about something else and I heard David Wallace say, "Please don't think I don't care." And I bit her upper lip animatronically. I was scared she was angry and then I felt ashamed and was out with M. and used some of her monies to buy cigarettes that I just wanted to buy for her, I didn't want to smoke them. And then she wanted me to buy her steak somewhere, from two cities I can't remember what called were they.
We ended up going there, we were on the free way and then I woke up. I had an INS type video tape in my head of a woman talking about her latest novel where she falls apart and doesn't do much of anything. Critchley was interviewing her. She had a red bearded english man to the right of her, on stage sleeping while she was talking and being interviewed. It was very uneventful. So forth.
Silently Anonymous,
-The Archer
All of existence is just code interpretation?
Right now.
“You’re gonna have to help me move M.s fridge into her room.”
“Can you take this into the recycle? Please?”
“Here is the tiger books. Here is the pink panther DARE pin.”
You’re looking at the other kids? There’s Candice.
The top is her in character. The last line seems to be NOT-character.
Which one should one listen to? I feel like I’m being punished and rather than being able to collaborate these folks can bare to be collaborated with. They must have all of the control, or else! Allways the ultimatum or else. I will call, or else I will tell, or else this won’t happen, or else you won’t get the reward, so forth. I am not allone and I am not to blame. I didn’t cause it I can’t cure it and I can’t control it.
More Lusers than Users.
Did you take anything else out of my room?
Any money anything like that?
It didn’t seem to.
Does it seem to want to ?
Funny little language Greg. Screw you.
Is this political?
the sadness of heiarchies.
I think my sisters upper lip is a symbol of the M.’s breast and biting it was a way of saying I am not okay with what is going on. What is happening to me and what is being done to me. It wasn’t a sexual bite. It was a bite of rage.
The voice of the super ego and the super egos voice taunting me!
Split-Mind, so forth. Hey that sounds like it might be a cool band name!
Gretchens babysitters: rose (the one she hated)
collete (call) macarthur (brys sister)
shannon bojorquez
And Eric Tarin was mean when he called her Herakles (also Sad But Great) and hurt her feelings.
I’m starting feel like they all secretly hate me for some reason? But I don’t know what I did nor how I did it?
this hatred is so profound! my gosh!
(lots of space, nothing holy.)
the language of heaven is illusion and illusion means illness!!!!!!!
DADS ANONYMOUS; FREEDOM FROM THE ADDICTION TO THE DAD.
I AM POWERLESS OVER MY DAD AND MY LIFE HAS BECOME UNMANAGEABLE.
I AM POWERLESS OVER RACISTS AND ANY INNER RACISM I MIGHT HAVE AND MY LIFE HAS BECOME UNMANAGEABLE (HIGHLY UNMANAGEABLE) (HIGH LEVELS OF UNMANAGEABILITY, SO FORTH).
I AM POWERLESS OVER JEALOUSY AND ALL OTHER MIND-ALTERING (AND MOOD ALTERING) EMOTIONS AND MY LIFE HAS BECCOME UNMANAGEABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!