God,
I am feeling like I am watching M.'s past in the TV. I feel liike I am the nurse right now and I am observing her symptoms.
What is going on!?!
What is this?
The impulse towards nostalgia is so powerful.
She sometimes asks me where spots is while she's looking at him.
Is this part of the death process?
If this is Gods sense of humor I am not really into it.
And he kind of sucks.
I don't know why this is interesting for Himself.
What else can I say at this point?
I am the geek who couldn't sleep. Every sad soul goes through this. It is my time to endure. I need God by my side even though it seems like he is betraying me with every breath I take. I can't take a breathe without it seeming like God is betraying and making a joke of me.
What can one do in this black feast but dance?
Silently Anonymous,
-The Archer
If she is just pretending to watch TV then what is she actually doing?
Sucking my blood? Without being seen doing it?
I can’t believe this is happening to me and it is a very cliche line but I can’t believe it has gotten this bad. At the end of it all, the final analysis and so forth, this stuff will be illuminated and it will be clarities anonymous what this situation actually is.
Justice without judgement, so forth.
I just can’t imagine what the agenda is and if people who have agendas actually think they are possible.
I am just going to get out of DeepArchers way so that this one can crawl into Yoricks pit of death, so forth.
the pratfall, so forth.
(TURTLES ALL THE WAY DOWN!!!!!)
Please stop flicking at me.
Please stop flicking at me volume 2
Stop flicking at me volume 3
Stop saying uh oh volume 1
Stop flicking at me volume 4 (pre-planning for a flick)
Stop saying oh my god and uh oh volume 2
Stop saying oh god and ew volume 3
stop saying wow, scary volume 4
Stop laughing volume 1
Don’t laugh volume 2
Don’t laugh volume 3
Don’t say wow volume 5
don’t laugh volume 4
stop saying oh my god volume 3
don’t laugh volume 5
don’t say ew some creep volume 4
her buzz words: creep, pig, ew, oh god, laughter, and wow.
I think it is just about zoning out completely. just numbing oneself into a cryonic preservation. she doesn’t know that she’s doing it which is what makes this so interesting. she can be intelligent but this show really seems to be dumbing her down. i don’t know what the appeal of this show is at all. she just added another laugh to the track.
oh god volume 4 (she seems to be really getting off on misfortune) she just laughed. blew out an exhale of breathsmoke.
hmmm uh oh volume 3
uh oh, oh god, wow, scary, creep, ew, deep breathing,
how can we seriously get everyone to believe that they are hopeless?
they are both alcoholic. M. doesn’t know that she’s done similar things when she’s drunk.
(laugh)
these shows are so manipulative
like lars von trier movies. anti-christ for instane. melancholia.
the earth is evil, no-one will miss it.
(laughter)
Cathy can you hear this?
how many ironies are taking place right now and double binds?
(teleprompter or do they have to memorize a script?)
oh no and oh god come up a lot.
(laughter)
military indutrial complex and the four fingers of death
corporations are so good at taking advantage of mom. they are incredibly skilled at manipulating her emotions and she is so good at getting lost in it. she has no idea that this is happening. She thinks it makes her a good person that she’s watching shows about victims.
these corporations don’t care at all about her.
she is dying, I don’t know how many seconds she has left but this seems to be the way she wants to spend them. she might be belong to the corporations.
I don’t know how to get out though.
I really don’t know how to do it. I am just anticipating turning 30 for the trust fund to kick in.
until then I am trapped here in front of dateline and the others for false justice.
it’s like candy but THE FAMILIAR needs it I guess.
She seems to be asleep.
I don’t want to watch this junkopia.
What would Chris Marker do.
I have to dummy up.
I’m trying but its literally hurting my body.
Fight Club three is released January 30th
oh god volume 5