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Posted by on 2018/08/18 under Life

I am unhappy.
I work extremely long hours in a good Job but I have sacrificed all the things I enjoy to have time to be successful. Yet I am unhappy.
I now suffer the consequences from choices made in my career.

I get thoughts of ending it all.
Why should I keep living if I never smile and when I do its an act.

My thoughts are often pre-occupied on death or what life might look like if i quit but I feel I’ve worked so hard to get to where I am now.

If you are reading this – thank you. I hope I didnt waste your time. You will forget about me in 30 mins but its ok. Life isnt what it may be its a delusion/ visual and mental subjective perception.

I should be more grateful but dibt we all seek completeness

One thought on “Self-torture

  1. sodhfioew says:

    Hey there. Well happiness is all about doing something you love. I don’t know your definition of success but what I know is that you do things that makes you happy and makes you feel just right. You feel this is what I really want to do. That’s when you are successful.

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