Many say I'm too young to think about my future, they say I still have time, but to me, I don't. sometimes, I think I'm not smart enough or pretty enough to be perfect. I didn't get accepted to a special program, I was surprised so was my family. I love math and science, and I love conducting experiment and learning. I do great at school, but I'm not good enough for a special program, this bothers me so much because I work so hard, but it never pays off. I'm a disappointment to my family and even to myself. I let myself down. I don't know where I'm going in the future. I just want to be an inspiration to young girls when I grow up, but I don't have anyone to inspire me. slowly I'm giving up my education, even though I don't want to. My own family said this is a sign I wont ever become something great when I grow up, I want to prove them wrong, but I cant. I guess I'm too weak. I guess I'm just lost.
You can do it! Study hard! Manage your time and utilize every minute of your day efficiently and grind away until you are where you want to be.