Posted by Anonymous on 2018/02/11 under Family I just wanted to say f*** you and burn in hell! all your life you did nothing but harm and use others, your sister whom you bragged about f***ing to me, your first wife and son, the whore you knocked up and abandone carring your illigitmate child (while you were married to my mother, you had one additional child 6 months old (my brother), and mom pregenet with me). You never treated or talked to mom any better than a dog making her feel like she had no life or will outside your controll. even when she broke her back you only thought of your self and told us 6 year olds beg mom to get up with a broken back and cook while you sat drinking and laughing, and molesting teen girls that come to visit/babysit. Only after she died, did you praise her (becaue she left behind over $450,000.00 which you greedily took control of throgh probate, lieing to the judge as well). Now since your leg was removed in 2010, the fact is mom refused to move home to live with you, she couldnt stand you but remained married to you ((for waht reason I dont know). I urged her to divorce you as you made her and our lives miserable). That was before I figured out you were a mental Narccisst psycopath sociapath and took on the burden of moving back home to help out in your poor poor pitiful pathetic one leg me act. I gave up my independance, my very nice appartment, my carrere, most everything of my life when I moved back home, in some twisted compassion that I still have. perhaps I am just like and took on moms traits and moral and just cant break free, as you have damaged all my self respects. Only to have you spit in my face, and manipulate and abuse for nearly 10 years more! your patteren was and is obvious, all you ever did was hang around low lifes, theives, whores, alcoholics and drug element, the con/scam like elements, murderers, even shot a man illegally your self while you hid in the trunk of a car, that was your life and preferance of company over the upwrigt and moralistic. I made you regret ever hitting me with a bar of metal and then stabbing me in your drunken rage. I took 10 stiches in my back and still have the scar, but you will never lay a hand on me again. I tossed you around like a dish rag and still kicked your ass while bleeding (for that), But you try to use that and turn it to be my fault for your actions! Such a peice of s***! You tried to turn my daughter against me, showering her with all inheritance and control, now you turn on her as well, cut her out in your power strugle, call ahd harrass her and me, and make both our lives a living hell when we still break our backs for you spite all the above. The words burn in hell do not begin to cover what wishful slow painful suffering of death I would deem to await you. your loving son,the victim! you can die now!
Now you cut me out of your will, as I am not worthy!
Now your nearly broke as you have done nothing but spent the money on yourself, and other con like theives, staying drunk every day and trying to act like some one leg big shot throwing moms money around like confettie at a parade.
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Wow, reading this is crazy. I can’t imagine the pain you’ve had to go through.
Thanks Anonymous!
I know much of what I said may not have made sense as I was full of life long built up emotions to the point I cannot express “fully” the abuse and things he done in his, my and my childrens lifetime!
I tried to keep a diary of memories on him as well as the accounts when we did interact, its over 2000 pages, no way I could put that down in this post.
But it Looks I got my wish! And Damn me for being so cold and heartless! Now!
He died “asking/begging to die”! It took 2 weeks and I watched him lay catatonic for several days in the last week, staring blindly at the ceiling with his mouth open..
I am sure he thirst every moment and dare he blink a eye as they were dried out grey and hollowed.
A week before, he finally said “I love you” to me as I walked away from him laying in the hospital. Pffftttt! After 10 years of his dismissal and silance in reply when I would say that to him?
I had previously siad that to him for years, my son as well…and he just stared at me/us as if to say Screw you! I dont love you!
Yes! after I started seeing him for what he is I only half and fully ment it…. hard to explain…..but…..???????Emotion are a weird thing I guess.
Still,Now (then) in his dying breaths he says that as if for some re-consideration of kindness, connection, heart felt emotions/attachment, or regret and amends?
Outsid of sons and grandchildren, I think 9 out of 30+ family members and 15 other people showed up to see him dead. Stayed a few moments and left.Only 19 people stayed for the kind words… and about 10+ bothered to watched him eat dirt. only 3 were realitives that hadnt seen or called him in over 5 years.
So much for all the hundreds of big shots, buddies, friends and others he pitched 100 bills at to wash his sheets or drive him to go get beer, while I had to beg for gas money (or pay out of pocket while out of work) to mow his damn yard and fields, drive 30 miles to take off his trash, repair his truck, his house, his water pipes and etc. I even drove him over 200 miles (broke) so he could buy a new car and he never offerd me a dime.
All but 6 people at his funeral were local; most everyone else was from out of town, rarely had anything to do with him….maybe speaking to him once in 5-10 years, others hardly knew him at all and only showed up out of connections by inlaw marriage to my children and never associated with him to begin with.
Guess he was never Mr. Popular he thought he was!
I pray that I might be forgiven for all the hate in me and it portrays me as some evil myself! I am no saint, but I dont belive myself to be a bad person. God forgive me if I am.