Posted by Anonymous on 2018/01/07 under Life I would always ask myself "why was I born?" I've always hated my life because I felt that my parents don't truly love me and my best friends didn't feel like true friends. I wanted to find a person who gets me and supports me forever but never found that person….. I hoped that I was never born everyday while crying in bed. I would try to prevent making any noise because I didn't want my parents to hear me cry. I'm afraid of making them hate me even more.
The universe has sent you to be on the earth, has allowed you to be born because you have a mission to for fill, you are born because you are born, tell me… do your parents spend money on you? do they listen to you? yes they do, if they didn’t love you, you wouldn’t have a bed to cry in, you wouldn’t have parents.
your mission to for fill is unknown therefor you must be the one to find out, this is why we people live, to complete our own destinies. You are not alone in this world, there are people, so, so, so many people who care about.
About three weeks ago, i was about to commit suicide,cause I thought that I was alone, and I still think I am, three steps, that’s all it took for me to just jump in front of the car and get killed. But before, i called a friend of mine and told her my goodbyes, and she noticed that something was wrong with me, and she saved my life. she kept me busy on the phone while her mom tracked me and pulled me out of the road. part of me regrets that i didn’t end my life that day but the other part of me thanks her that I am alive this day. cause life is worth a living. And there are tones of people who care about you and support you, even when you dont think that that is true, u just gotta say, that you can do it, mainly stay strong.