I tried again with my ex, and since we're both visiting family we haven't seen each other in a couple weeks. I feel like as soon as I left him, he just went back to doing all the things he did before, the things I told him I didn't like, he just gets high and drunk all day, and it makes his bipolar worse, but he does it anyway. it's so frustrating when he keeps saying that he's trying but once I'm not there to keep him from straying he just went straight back to how he was before. I don't know if it was worth everything we went through getting back together. I don't want to be angry at him all the time for doing things that make him happy, but it's short term happiness and I want long term happiness…